Emo...

Over the course of my life, I've always hated when people called me sensitive or emotional. To me those words were always signs of weakness, which was definitely not allowed growing up the youngest of three boys. One of the worst possible outcomes for me as a young man was to be seen as "soft" or a "punk". In more modern times, Drake may have changed the game up a little bit (although that may not apply to me, being the dark chocolate brother that I am), but I still think for the vast majority of males these sentiments ring true in some manner. 

However, I have discovered that being an artist completely changes the game as well. I've always thought that soul music was some of the best music. I'm talking the type of soul that your parents used to listen to back in the day (or possibly you were conceived to...too far?). Al Green comes to mind as one of my favorites or some good ol' Patti "If Only You Knew" (Are those pies actually any good btw?). Have you ever thought what it was about soul music that strikes so deep a chord? Growing up in church, I've always heard the soul defined as being your mind, will and emotions. I think your soul encompasses all of your internal and true self. Often times this consists of our truest feelings that we store away for only a select few to experience. This definitely consists of our lowest moments, darkest fears and greatest triumphs. 

Working on this project has shown me just how much soul is required for being an artist. We've been in multiple sessions that have turned into darn near full out therapy sessions for me. I've been confronted numerous times with myself and it is flat out uncomfortable. My doubts of if I would make good music or could write a great song, my fears about who I am destined to be, my struggles with relationships (or the lack thereof), my hurts, my joys and everything in between has come into play with creating Invincible Summer. It takes an extreme sense of vulnerability to present your soul for the world to see as an artist, but I am finding in this place of sensitivity also comes great strength. The true artist has the unique calling of baring their soul to an audience with the hope that their weakness and journey could be a source of strength to someone in need. I am learning to embrace this and am excited for you to hear what comes of it...